Unless it listen to light music ” gardens mysterious ” one piece not repeating, only at the not setting off of her,state of mind of me could silent trickling, at the corners of city, the free from all inhibitions one spreads.
Having just found one’s own newer diary really for a long time, the sound of listening to one’s own heart not setting aside all worries for a long time either, the ones that do not have carefully even more read some passages on the books that once loved, mood on getting afloat, know one’s own heart roam about, get where go again on earth. It is always a feeling of the family in this way.
Feel own well busy one always, always a lot work accumulates and waits for me to deal with. Always a lot materials for review wait for me to chew carefully and swallow slowly. Time is not always so enough. But not so absorbed while really working and studying. I do not know out of what kind of state on earth oneself is. Or connive at and spoil oneself very much by oneself. Always go to live from one’s own temper. Be strict with oneself a bit later. Plan of finishing today can not do the thing that oneself like. Otherwise spoil oneself.
Went to Xi’an last week. Mainly went back to school and got the undergraduate course diploma, finished a great project at last this time. It is a blessing that has not given up her. Persevere at long last. Think that it is too difficult to do a good job of this thing while just beginning. Seem not to really have capability and mental and physical efforts that study this course well oneself. In a little of me’s when when go to finish every one to learn to plan, just find oneself is still very potential. For this reason has paid and worked hard and only known oneself more or less. When get the bright red notebook. I glad for oneself, tell oneself but also quite able. It is too difficult to overcome that there is anything. So long as believe oneself, so long as do solid work and do some things, not really so out of reach. Thank for one’s own trust, pursuit to life comes straight to thank oneself. See there are small results in one’s own devotion. Feel really very happy. Such happiness can be offered by others. The sincere one is happy. Should reward with food and drink one’s own attentively. If thorough relaxing can be better in a few days. But I know that there is the next goal that is waiting for me. Time is very urgent, can’t divert one’s attention.
Feel all right in Xi’an. Bright and beautiful sunshine, everything familiar, there are friends of so many classmates here, easy to make warm. Live here for a few years, can already really incorporate this honest city. Just choose to work for near familying. Will always remember the brightest time. Been placing on the depths of memory all the time. Some things will not disappear. I love the land of this block of tender feeling, I love finding one’s own university era again even more. Have gathered all good friends. What a change everybody’s appearance is not bad, the friendly at the first meeting and particularly cordial one. It is a few years to graduate. There is a lot of disparity in perhaps everybody’s life starting point. But we are still very sincere when being together so snow white. This is enough. How can refuse the change of life. So long as our life has progressed than at yesterday it is all right. One week. I have to return to the small city where I work in the sound of wishing of the good friend. Do not really know when good-bye is. But I believe we will also meet again. Having got back to this quiet small city, everything must been again. Want, re-recognize new friend, want, have one’s own circle again, every accumulate again. But the step that I will not be timid. Because I have learnt strongly in the face of unknown life.
Everything is brand-new. Though will meet various difficulties and setbacks, I believe everything will turn better. I hope I becomes a bright and beautiful woman. It is all right to live simply, truly.
